Thursday, December 26, 2013

Feliz Natal!

Merry Christmas EVERYONE! I hope you have all had an amazing Christmas!

Here in São Borja its so so so hot. Its 41 degrees Celsius. Y'all are free to look up what that means in terms of Fahrenheit but I am pretty sure its somewhere around 105. HOT! So this will definitely be a Christmas I am going to remember. 

This week we had a great Zone Conference, where we set up some goals. I am excited to get to work. Right now we are trying to get to know the members in the area. Our mission President discourages us from knocking on doors, so we spend most of our time talking with members to get references from them. But that means we do a lot of walking walking from house to house on opposite sides of the city. But its a great way for me to learn some Portuguese. My companion is also trying to learn some English and its so funny to hear her say the words in her Portuguese accent, so I can't imagine how I sound. LOL! 

Being on a mission is quite the experience- Let me tell you. Everyday you have to actively choose to "be in the mission." Its so easy to say "this is too hard", "I didn't know what I was signing up for", or "I just miss my family and friends too much." But when you have those "ah-ha" moments thats what makes it vale a pena- in English that means worth the pain. One of the ideas that comes to mind when I think about the pain of a mission is a thought I heard from Elder Holland. And its this very thought that I would love to share with each of you today. 
 
I chose to serve a mission because the happiness, hope, and love in my life comes from the knowledge I have that we have a Heavenly Father who loves us. He sent His only Begotten to atone for us so that one day we can live with our families for forever. Now I am no way insinuating missionaries are perfect like our Savior. None of us are perfect- Perfect people wouldn't have needed a savior. But I would like to use the comparison that Elder Holland used concerning missionaries. As missionaries we literally wear the name of Jesus Christ on our name badges, and if we chose to represent Him in His work we are choosing to need to expect to experience a little of what he experienced; shed a tear or two of the tears he shed; and we need to expect to walk a little of the path he walked. I would also like to suggest that that same responsibility not only applies to missionaries, but applies to all of us. We are all followers of Christ in one way or another- and as such need to remember that when the burdens we are called to bear seem to be more than we can carry- Remember He is there. As His representatives, missionary or not, we have His promise that he will accompany us through our trials, and raise us up in strength when we are weak. 
 
I am sure that today there have been some amazing presents both given and received today. But today is truly about the ultimate gift ever given- the gift of a Savior for the world, the gift of Jesus Christ. That through our Savior we can each be made whole. I ask us to think about this gift, and in no way can we ever repay this gift, but we can each find something we can give our Savior this year. I leave you with this challenge to ask yourself what gift you will chose to give back to Him who sacrificed all for you? In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen. 

I love you all so much. Thanks for the supportive emails. As a missionary its so hard not getting to talk with family and friends often. But emails and letters definitely make it worth it. So thanks:) Please keep them coming. 

Much Love, 
Sister K. Seal
 





 

Sao Borja!

This week has been absolutely crazy to say the least. So I left the MTC @ 2am in Provo to the travel agency. Arrived at the airport to check in, then as I was sitting waiting for my flight I was browsing over my travel documents and I realized there was a really big error. I immediately called the travel agency and they said that they've never had this happen before so they neeed to call the consulate in LA. 
My flight for North Carolina was about to leave so they had me board the plane. I left Utah feeling crazy nervous if I was supposed to go to Brazil or not. So they asked me to call them back when I landed in NC. I called them when I landed and they still had no answer and asked me to yet call back again 40 minutes before my flight. So as I waited for the news I called my parents and told them the situation, dad just laughed and of course mom worried. After that I called the travel agency and they said that even with the problem I should still go to Brazil. 
So here I am in São Borja, Brazil. For those of you who don't know where that is, its very very south of Brazil, right on the Argentina border. Which means that its HOT!!! I have never felt such heat or humidity in my entire life. And trust me I love the heat. One of my favorite things I used to do was get into my hot car in the middle of summer and sit on the black leather seats. But down here its so so so so roasting hot. And as missionaries we walk ALOT! I really like the walking part though, it gives me a chance to memorize words and phrases. 
That brings me to a new point. The language. I left the MTC feeling pretty good about my language abilities. I wouldn't have called myself perfect by any means, but I felt confident in my ability to communicate with others.Lets just say this week my ego took a big blow. Leaving the MTC I understood 100% of what my teachers were saying... here I am lucky if I am listening intently and get 50-60%. So shoutout to any of you bi-lingual people out there. If any of you have a couple minutes help a sister out and give me some suggestions neh? It would be much appreciated.
Something else crazy down here- actually I think in all of Brazil- is no one and I mean no one has air conditioning. So when its super hot outside- which is all the time, even during the middle of the night- its better to be outside in the breezy air rather than the hot stuffy house. Crazy neh?
The people are so so so amazing though. My companion and I, and two other sistersre actually re opening the area. So when we arrived this week we have been working alot with members to help get to know the people who need us. Its exciting and really dificult at the same time. But Like Nephi 3 7 says the Lord knows what he needs. He will prepare a way for us to do his work.
My companion is Sister Claret. She is from São Paolo. So excited to have a native companion. Then I live with 2 other sisters. --Side note we inherited this house from the previous Elders who were in the area who left a disaster and left clothes, the bathroom was a wreck, the kitchen was a wreck, JUST EWW!, and they also left the missionaries with a bad name among the members. And nobody wants to feed us because when they had the Elders over they ate everything-- Anyways so one sister is from Washington the others are from Brazil. We never speak English though. It's awesome, because then I am forced to learn and fast. My new best friend is my pocket dictionary. Also I am getting really good at charades. My companion thinks it's hilarious.
I am excited to be a missionary. I am excited to share this beautiful message of love, happiness and hope with the people of São Borja. Seeing as how we are approaching Christmas- which is weird to think about seeing as how hot it is here- my savior has been close to my heart these last few weeks. I've been thinking of Him. He loves us more than we could ever know. Being a representative of Him as a missionary or as a member isn~t always easy- but was His ministry easy? I testify to you that no it was not. If you have time ready 3 Nephi 27-11-12. Jesus Christ atones for our sins. He came to the world for that purpose. He knew his purpose and knew it would be hard, but he understood the Father's plan for Him. Do we know the plan that God has for each of us and are we actively trying to better fulfill that? I love my Savior. I am proud each day to wear his name over my heart. I know that whether it be in English or broken Portuguese, the message we have as members of this church is a message of love, happiness, and hope. Em nome de Jesus Cristo Amén.
I love you all. Have an amazing Christmas and week. I couldn't be the missionary I am without each one of you who has touched my life significantly. So thank you and enjoy the cold weather.
Much love
Sister K. Seal




Monday, December 9, 2013

Last Days in Provo

Okay so y'all are going to be sick of me by the time I even get to Brazil. Actually hopefully not, but since I am going to miss my P-day next week my Branch President is going to let us email today.

So out of the 10 members in my district 2 of us received our visas. Ready for the kicker? Both of us are from Utah. I guess that shows promising signs for the L.A. consulate. I am so excited. As for the rest of our district this is where everyone is going:
Sister Arthur: Roseville, CA
Sister Byrne: Roseville, CA
Sister Beazer: Dallas, TX
Sister Hollister: St. George, UT
Sister Allred: St. George, UT
Elder Hist: Philadelphia, PA
Elder Clayton: BRAZIL
Elder Chipman: Tuscon, AZ
Elder Harolds, Tuscon, AZ

So I count myself pretty lucky to have received my visa looking at how many people haven't. Kind of sad, but I am the only one in my district going to Santa Maria, Brazil. But I am still very excited to go meet those that are currently serving in the area. 

The other thing I wanted to share with everyone are just a couple things I learned in the MTC. 
1. Don't laugh while drinking water- yes there's an embarrassing story with this. 
2. God knows where He wants you and when He wants you there: I came in to the MTC with no hope of going straight to Brazil, and it taught me that God truly has a plan for me.
3. I learned that I am perfectly content eating pineapple everyday for the rest of my life: I think there are a few of you doubting this statement. But by week two of cafeteria food I didn't know if I could make it much longer. 
4. Being with a companion is hard: I just want to go sit by myself sometimes, and its so hard to have someone with you 24/7. -- Don't worry I am still being obedient.
5. Finally and most importantly:The Atonement of Jesus Christ is real: I have a request for anyone reading this- If you have even just two minutes look up a video. Its on Youtube and is called The Atonement (and it has to do with missionary work). Changed my way of thinking.

Its not an easy task. Being a missionary is hard. My teacher told us something that really got me: As a missionary I am doing stuff that is not natural. I am waking up at 6:30, even harder going to bed at 10:30. I am eating cafeteria food. I am studying all day every day. Why am I doing it? Why would I say goodbye to everyone I love so much, everything I love to do? Why do I do something so unnatural? This church is true. I know it with all my heart, might, mind, and strength. God is our loving Heavenly Father. He loves us more than we could ever know. He cares about us individually. The message that I choose to share as a missionary is a message of love, a message of hope. Hope that through Jesus Christ we can feel the love of God in our lives. I know these things with all my heart and hope to be able to bless people's lives through my knowledge. Em nome de Jesus Cristo. Amen. 

Thanks to everyone! I hope that everyone is loving this beautiful snow outside! Somebody go through some snowballs at Jeff at Carrabba's mmkay? I heard its really good if you go on the roof? :) 
Enjoy this beautiful weather. 
Also if you would like my address in Brazil here it is:
Sister Kaitlynn Seal
Rua Alberto Pascualine,
121 Sala 403 Centro 97015-
970 Santa Maria- RS Brazil

I miss you all, be safe and be good:) 

McKenna I am pretty sure with the success you've been having there is no way God is going to transfer you. 
Grandma- Wishing you the best! I am praying for you! 

Love y'all
Sister K. Seal

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

VISA HERE - Brazil on Monday!

So for those of you who didn't already hear, I received my Visa earlier this week. So I head out in less than a week... Like on Monday. Que Legal! I am nervous but so excited! 
Thanksgiving was AMAZING! I remember coming into the MTC hearing that holidays were going to be absolutely amazing, but wow they really are. We got to hear from Elder Nelson and then we also got to participate in a service project. We made soup packets for starving children. It was just all in all a great day. I am not going to lie and say I didn't miss Costco pumpkin pie and dad's stuffing and smoked turkey. But to my pleasant surprise the meal was pretty good. And best surprise of them all was the fact that they still had pineapple. Something to be grateful for right there. 
So Portuguese. Wow not claiming to be perfect by any means. But we ran into some Elders that are from Brazil yesterday and I am shocked at my understanding. God truly blesses the missionaries with O dom de Linguas. I am so nervous to go to Brazil because then I really have to start relying on my Portuguese, but at the same time I know that it will help me to grow. 
They just put up all the lights for Christmas and they're absolutely beautiful, not Temple Square level, but they're still a nice view. Pictures to come in the next letter with the beautiful snow. 
So walking into the  first day of the MTC they said that time flies like crazy. The days are long but the weeks are so short. Don't get offended when I say this mom, but it feels like I have only been here a couple days. But I only have 5 more days until I leave for Brazil. Its so crazy, but so exciting to be a missionary. You learn so much!!
So my letter this week is pretty lame sorry about that. But I hope you all had an amazing Thanksgiving. I am sure you did. Also I will be sending my mission email for any of you who want to send me a letter. Any day you get letters as a missionary is a great day. Just saying. :) I love you all! Remember God loves you! 
Sister K. Seal
Pic 1: This photo makes me so grateful that its summer in Brazil, and that I got my Visa ontime. Its beautiful, but I am ready for some warmer weather. 
Pic 2: My companion and I when we found out it was snowing. It looks so pretty, definitely too cold for comfort though. 
Pic 3: Not an amazing photo, but enough to see the beautiful lights and crazy Elder Hirst of our district. 
Pic 4: So before I left on my mission my grandparents and I went to the Timpanogas temple where we met a super sweet woman. She found out I was going on a mission and told me that she liked to make socks for missionaries. And asked if she could make me some. Of course i said yes. #mywholedistrictisjealous Anyways I think they're pretty great. 
Again love you all. I am wishing you the very best of weeks! 



Wednesday, November 20, 2013

Time Flies

Time flies here in the MTC. It feels like just yesterday that I was writing home- it's so hard to keep days straight here. This week has been Otimo (yup still haven't figured out how to put in accents an such so sorry again to any of you who actually speak Portuguese). So on Tuesday of last week we had Elder L. Tom Perry come and speak with us. Que LEGAL! He gave an awesome lesson on companions and why they're so important. I really like my companion, the longer we spend together the crazier we get. I remember before I let that there was no such thing as a late hour. But now by 9:00 I act as crazy as I did at 3:00 AM. The mission is starting to mess with me-- I may turn into a normal human being and be able to go to sleep at a normal hour. Sorry Mom- no more daughter to encourage your bad sleep habits. Maybe I can help you too? :) Jk.
I love the MTC though, there is so much to do. And studying gets super hard when that is all you do for most of the day. But it helps that I am very humbled about my Portuguese and am hoping to keep getting better. It is a real compliment though to hear from my teachers and my district members that I am doing really well. Yesterday I ran into an Elder that is from the area I am going to serve in and he said that I sound like a Brazillian. Que LEGAL! That doesn't mean that I don't need to keep hitting the books though. 
So in the MTC people who are non-members are payed to come walk around and be investigators for the missionaries. So my companion Sister Arthur and I ran into a lady who just decided to come look into the church because there are so many LDS people in the area. So we started talking with her, and WOW I couldn't help but feel how much God loves her. Eu sei que Deus nos ama mais que podemos saber. Ele quer ajudar-nos sempre. It was such a neat experience- I think I liked it more because I could teach in English. Definitely made it 20X easier. That is my goal to make it just as easy to teach in Portuguese. 
So everyone ready for an embarrassing story. Ya this is a real and true story that happened... Oh just like 20 minutes ago. So I was doing my laundry and I squatted down to pick up a sock that fell on the floor. Then guess what happened? Oh yup you guessed it my pants ripped, right over the knee- But then the rip kept growing and went mid-way up my thigh. It was so embarrassing so I looked around and thank goodness no one saw so I quickly grabbed my towel and ran to the bathroom. It was really funny, and my companion and I had a good laugh and I hope y'all have a good laugh at my expense too. 

Okay I am almost done, just hang in there:) Just want to leave you with 2 quick thoughts from Sunday night devotional from our speaker Sister Mary Edmonds:
1. If you want to be Happy, then BE Happy! Happiness is a choice, and we all deserve to be happy. So chose to be happy and realize how blessed we all are. God loves each one of us so much and truly wants us to be happy. We have a Savior that died for our sins. What else could we even ask for? We are so blessed, so I encourage everyone especially during these approaching Holidays to be happy. Find reasons why you are happy. 
2. She told a story about one of her (sister Edmonds) investigators praying for the first time- He was mid-prayer and paused the prayer to ask, "If I am slow will God wait for me?" I thought about how many times God must have looked at me and my life and thought how slow I am. I know God answers. Elder Holland in a general conference address said something along the lines of this, "God has only ever worked with imperfect people." He knows none of us are perfect, but he waits patiently for us to accept his counsel and guidance. Eu sei que Ele e nosso Pai Celestial. Ele nos ama muito. Ele quer que nos estamos felices sempre. 

I love this church. I am so glad to be a missionary. I love you all so much. I love getting letters and hearing how you're all doing. I wish you all have amazing weeks. You are the best support system a missionary could ask for:)

Much Love, 
Sister K. Seal
SS2
 

 


Photo 1: Temple:)
Photo 2: You can tell we are running out of ideas for pictures, sorry they are all the same.

Monday, November 18, 2013

Week 2

So the saying goes here in the MTC, "The days feel like weeks, but the weeks feel like days." E verdade! Its the truth, I kind of feel like I am loosing my mind in a sense- I have the hardest time remembering the day/date. Lucky for me though my companion, Sister Arthur, is very good at keeping it all straight- Yay for her! Speaking of Sister Arthur, she is amazing. I am so excited I can have a companion that i get along so well with as my first companion. It took us a minute to get used to having to constantly go everywhere with each other and having to get to know each other's little quirks. But honestly we work so well together and have become great friends. We only have one real problem, we both are just a little bit crazy and have lots of energy. So we have to make sure to keep each other in line and focused when necessary. But obviously God knew that I needed someone who was just as crazy with as me so that i could have an outlet for all this energy that I have. Also that is another hard thing for those of you that knew me well before my mission bedtime was definitely not until 3 AM. So now that i actually go to bed on time I have all this energy and since I am class all day I don't have an outlet, so I have to reign in the crazy a lot.
Portuguese is coming along- i almost feel silly worrying so much and not having faith that God would bless me and help me with the language. I am by no means fluent, but i am working hard and I know that without God's help I would not be able to speak nearly as much as I can.
MTC days are crazy long, but crazy otimo tam ben.
5:30- wake up make our beds and get ready
6;30- breakfast (which is otimo because they always have pineapple and not only do they have pineapple for breakfast, but they have pineapple every meal. It is the best. i love it, and thats pretty much my favorite thing to eat so ya...)
7:00- language class
10:00- Personal study
11:00- lunch (yay more pineapple- the salads are super good too except when they try to make cafe rio salads)
12:30 study with companion and work on lessons for investigators
3:00 gym- (also otimo because that is the only time of the day when you can just release all the energy you have. Its so fun)
4:00- Dinner (ya this is kind of really hard because it is so early and we can't go to bed until 10:30)
5:00- computer program to learn portuguese
6:30- Class until 8 then we teach our investigator for the last hour.
9:30 go back to dorms and get ready for bed.
So this is probably why the days feel so long. But there is so much to do and so much to learn to become a good missionary. Also speaking of learning cool things tonight we get to hear from apostle L. Tom Perry at devotional.
I know that this church is true. I love the gospel with everything in my being. That is why I chose to serve a mission because i know how much happiness the gospel brings me. The idea that I can be cleansed of all my imperfections- because I know i have many- the idea that i can live with my family forever. I love my savior Jesus Christ, for his willingness to atone for my sins that through him we may each be clean and live in the presence of our loving Heavenly Father. I know God Loves You. I know God loves me. He has a plan for each one of us- a plan that can make us better than we could ever do all by ourselves. I know our lives each have a purpose. Essas coisas digou em nome de nosso Savador, Jesus Cristo. Amen.
Muito amor,
Sister K. Seal
-Congrats Sister M. Seal on another baptism. Sounds like you are just loving your area.
- Hope Papa and Grandma are having a blast in Cancun. Wish I could be enjoying that warmer weather with you.
-Mom, Dad Michael conner have fun in Boston.
As for everyone else it has been so good receiving your letters, I love hearing how everyone is doing. I hope that you have an amazing week. I love you all.
Pic one: sister's in my district on our temple walk
pic 2: #studyhard #thechurchistruefolks #somuchtolearn #constantlypraying
Pic 3: Plan on wearing out these shoes real quickly in Brazil.
Pic 4: The classic missionary picture, i am kind of sad that I don't have anyone in my zone going to my mission. But still my companion is awesome.
Pic 5: Yup. These girls are great and I love them. I am excited to be a part of this district.





Wednesday, November 6, 2013

Week 1

Wow. I think that is just about the only way to sum up the time that I have been at the MTC so far. Going into a mission you don't really know what to expect, but somehow you still have expectations of what you think it is going to be like. Our district presidency said it best when they said: "Its like going into junior high for the first time: You are nervous, excited, and really just are overwhelmed." That is how I feel. But I know that as hard as it is missing my best friends, my family, and Costco pumkin pie:) I know that this is where I am supposed to be and I know that this is what God wants for this chapter in my life. I am so excited to teach the people of Brazil of Jesus Christ's love for each of them. Eu sei que Jesus Cristo nos amo muito. Eu sei que Ele morre por nossos pecados para que podemos repenter e viver outro vez com nosso pai celestial.
Yes that is the other thing that I learned this week. I remember when people would ask me what I am most nervous for my popular response would be: The Language. Which to this point I will admit that it is still a concern, but I didn't realize how much the Lord blesses his missionaries. I would like to make the claim that the Lord doesn't actually care about me learning Portuguese. The reason that he is blessing those in the MTC with the gift of tongues has nothing to do with them individually. The reason he cares so much to bless so many missionaries with the gift of language is that he cares for those people we are going to teach:)
So as soon as we got to the MTC it was a crazy rush of emotion. I was nervous, but really excited. I met my companion. Her name is Sister Arthur: she is from Massa-Hampshire. She made up that term to describe that she lives between Massachusetts and New Hampshire. Ela e otimo! I am so excited about such an amazing companion. We get along really well. My only concern that I still have is that I have to go EVERYWHERE with a companion. That is definitely going to take some getting used to. I am a very independent person as my family will attest to- but I am going to try my best:)
Craziest part of the mission so far would be this: So on your first day at the MTC you go through a lot of orientation stuff, unpacking you bags, meeting your district. Then so when we went to our language class on Thursday our teacher told us that we would be teaching a lesson. That is fine and everything I know what I believe and am pretty familiar with the preach my gospel material. But are you ready for the kicker: Umm ya she told us we would be teaching the lesson in Portuguese. WHAT? I had less than 24 hours of experience with the language and I was going to teach people about Jesus Christ in Portuguese? Ya well it happened. Our investigator (he is not really investigating the church they have a member come teach us and pretend to be an investigator) is amazing. He is very nice about not making fun of our Portuguese, and with where our Portuguese is at thats a lot to ask:) JK that is amazing to me how much Portuguese I already know- By the way for any of your Portuguese speakers reading this please don't judge my language skills yet, I have not yet learned how to do all the accents and well I have had less than a week of Portuguese. So please just bear with me.
Well I really am so excited to be here and to be learning so much:) This week we watched the talk entitled The Character of Christ from David A. Bednar: what an amazing example Jesus Christ was for each one of us and I hope that I can some day be able to not only wear his name upon me as a missionary of His church, but hopefuly be able to engrave upon myself his name through becoming like him. Eu sei que Jesus Cristo Espiou por nossos pecados e por Ele podemos ser limpos de os pecados. Eu sei que Deus nos ama muito. Ele quer nos usamos o Expiaco para que podemos viver com Ele outro vez. Eu sou muito grata por todos meus amigos e por a ajuda que voces sao. Eu sou muito grata por minha familia. Em nome de Jesus Cristo Amen.  (I know that Jesus Christ atoned for our sins and that through him we can be clean of our sins. I know that God loves us very much. He wants us to use the atonement so that we can live with him again. I am grateful for my friends and for the help they are. I am very grateful for my family. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.)
I love you all:) Shout out to my amazing Friends & family: Kaitlyn, Kim, Dad, Mom, Grandma and Grandpa for the letters:) I love getting all your letters and hear how you are all doing!

Love,
Sister K. Seal
P.S. : So I am the only one from my whole district going to Santa Maria. Everyone else is going to Brazil but pretty much all over from Brazil.

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Quick Note Home

*** This is just a short note from Katie - but thought you would all like the news.

Family-

Thank you for all the letters in my ;luggage, it made unpacking so much more enjoyable. So yes, my p-day is Tuesday. - it's perfect because then I will get McKenna's letters very next day Oitimo! (McKenna's p-day is Monday).Yes, Portuguese is very similar to Spanish, so that is going well. Today was crazy, and awesome. They have you wear a red dot saying you're new - and everyone says hi. It's really nice, I feel so welcome here. My companion's name is Sister Arthur from Boston, Mass.

I love you all to the moon and back - Don't forget that!

Sister K. Seal

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Katie's Farewell


“The year was 1820; the season, spring. The boy with questions walked into the grove of his father’s farm. There, finding himself alone, he pleaded in prayer for that wisdom which James promised would be given liberally to those who ask of God in faith (see James 1:5). There, in circumstances which he has described in much detail, he beheld the Father and the Son, the great God of the universe and the risen Lord, both of whom spoke to him. This transcendent experience opened the marvelous work of restoration. It lifted the curtain on the long-promised dispensation of the fullness of times,” wrote Gordon B. Hinkley in a 2004 conference address.
Most of the time when we talk about the Restoration we talk about Joseph Smith, a young boy who at age 14 was called to restore the truth of the gospel, of our loving Savior, Jesus Christ and of the plan of the Atonement. We talk about his role as the Prophet of the restoration and the importance he had in bringing the fullness of the gospel to the earth. Today, I want to explore two different meanings of the word restoration that occur jointly to bring both the individual and the whole Earth to a restoration of the gospel both in this world and in our individual lives.

Restoration:  According to the Bible Topical Guide, this term denotes a return of something once present, but which has been taken away or lost. It involves, for example, the renewal of the earth to its paradisiacal glory as it was before the fall of Adam. In terms of the soul of man it means return of the individual to the presence of God... It means a reestablishment of the gospel of Jesus Christ on the Earth in the last days with the powers, ordinances, doctrines, offices and all things as they have existed in former ages.”

I believe that Joseph was called to be the prophet of the restoration far before he turned 14. I believe that he was chosen in the preexistence to restore the church. And I also believe that God knowing what Joseph's role in this life would be, shaped and molded him to be capable of such responsibilities. I believe that he was placed in a home where religion was important, and in an area where there were many religions which brought Joseph to question which church truly was right. A loving Heavenly Father knew what Joseph needed to become the strong, brave, and faithful prophet of the restoration, and guided Joseph to reach that point. This brave young boy became the servant of our Heavenly Father.

Just as I know that God loved and cared enough to shape and mold Joseph into the man he needed to become, I believe God does the same with each of us. I believe God has a plan for each one of our lives. He knows our potentials, but more importantly I think he knows how to direct us there. God will always be there ready to guide and shape our lives to be the best they can be:  The question is if we will turn our lives over to him to shape and mold to His divine purposes for each of us. 

I remember a couple years back as my seminary teacher taught me this principle. We walked into class and on each of our desks was a jar of playdoh and a piece of paper with a simple instruction on the paper. It read "Use this playdoh to make a person." I remember sitting there thinking what this could possibly have to do with seminary. When I had finally finished I waited to see what my seminary teacher would say. He asked us to look closely at our play-doh and asked us what we saw? He pointed out that if you looked closely you could see each of our own fingerprints covering the model we had each made. Just like we each had created this human figure and molded it into just how we wanted them to be- God also has created each one of us and has an idea of how he wants us to be and as he molds us he leaves his fingerprints in each of our own lives. Those fingerprints i believe come in many different varieties: struggles, trials, blessings and miracles. 

Joseph Smith couldn't have just woken up one morning and been ready to restore the church. God led Joseph to a point where he was able to do that. He prepared Joseph to become the leader of the Church. That didn't mean that the way Joseph was led was always an easy path. In fact in Hebrews 12:6 it says "For whom the Lord loveth he chasteneth, and scourgeth every son whom he receiveth."

Sometimes on our path the Lord needs to prepare us for what is ahead by sending us a trial. If the Lord truly had no grand purpose and plan for each one of us then there would be no need for trials and tribulations. But God has a plan. He knows you and me and he knows our great potential. He loves us. He loves us enough to chasten us, to make us the perfected beings he knows we each can be. 

God sent me to earth in a package of two. My other half, McKenna is already in Brazil serving her own mission. We two were just never meant to be separated for long, which is why we were born just twelve months apart. I was too worried about what she might do on Earth without me to guide her.  After watching the movie The Other Side of Heaven, McKenna wrote to us about this idea of God directing our path even through life’s challenges.

She wrote, ``Sometimes God calms the storm. Sometimes God calms the Sailor. And sometimes He just lets us swim.`` It’s so true. I especially
love the idea of ``calming the sailor``. Most of the time, our
problems aren´t going to leave us, perhaps because we haven´t learned
the lesson we need to learn yet, or perhaps because we need to learn
to be patient. I don't really know. But I DO know that God offers real
peace. He speaks to everyone in different ways.”

Whatever experiences He sends our way, the purpose of the pathway He sets us on is for each of us to reach that restoration, that place where we are returned to His purposes, as His children.

In Romans Ch. 8 v. 35, 37-38 and it says: "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation or distress or persecution or famine or nakedness or peril or sword? Nay in these things we are more than conquerors through him that loves us. For I am persuaded that neither death not life nor angels nor things present nor things to come, Nor height nor depth nor any living creature shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

The restoration is an ongoing process. And each one of us has a role to play in it. He wants us to once again return to him. And through his guidance, we each can allow him to mold and shape us into the individuals he knows we can be. Sometimes that means changing our lives so we are in alignment with God’ plan.

In a letter McKenna sent home from her mission in Brazil, she describes explaining to her investigator the truth of the restoration. The gospel was and always has been the gospel of Jesus Christ, in the time when our Savior lived on the Earth, when Joseph restored it and still today. McKenna, shared this precious truth with one of her investigators.

She wrote, “Monday we had a really cool lesson with a devout woman of another fatih, Nossa. She is REALLY strong in her beliefs - which can be difficult as we try to share the truth of the gospel, but the lesson was incredible. We don't bible- bash. That is not how Jesus taught, and that is not how we will teach either. But she was talking about the Grand Apostasy, and how she doesn't believe it ever happened. She believes the priesthood was never taken from the earth. So, we tried to explain that the truths in the early church were distorted, the doctrines were changed. We really needed a restoration. So I asked her if she believes in the 10 commandments and naturally, she said, ``Of course.`` Then I opened up to Exodus to explain that this is a simple example of a change in the doctrine of Christ. That unfortunately, some religions worship images...etc. She said, but that is your bible. Your bible is different than mine. Then she ran to her bedroom to get her bible. We found the verse in her bible and she began to flip pages back and forth very quickly. When she realized, that indeed, the commandment is the same even in her bible, she looked up, completely flustered and said, ``This can't be my bible-this verse changed. This isn't the same scripture.`` We just waited and she finally gave up, saying,`` You got me.`` It was crazy. It was one of my favorite lessons so far. It wasn't any bible bash at all. We weren't even arguing. It was merely a display of simple truths- that in reality WE HAVE THE TRUTH. We know it- it was distorted, it was taken. But now it has been restored.…I KNOW that God knows everything. And I KNOW that God answers prayers. And if we want to know this church is true, it's most likely not going to come by any ``proof``` or verse or vision. Our testimony will come by faith; by a sincere desire to know, and then by demonstrating enough humility to plead with God for an answer. But the promise is that He DOES answer. He always answers, because He loves us. He really, truly wants to bless us, which reminds me of a scripture I read this week.

1 Cor 2:9, ``But as it is written, ``Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love Him.`` And how do we know when we love him? We serve Him. We keep His commandments. “

As we continue to seek after Him, we will be given in each stage of our lives all that we need to return to Him. We will be prompted to hear His voice, to feel His spirit and to become all that we must become to take up our divinely appointed roles in this life. With His help nothing will be too big a challenge for us, because the Creator of Heaven and Earth can help us to accomplish all things.

 Seriously for those of you who don’t know my sister, you will by the end of my talk because you can not really know me without knowing her. McKenna wrote, “A lot of the time people will say they want to change, but they don't know how.... They really don't need a miracle. All they need is faith. When we ask people what God means to them here- the answer is always the same. We say, ``Who or what is God to you?`` They answer, ``Tudo.`` Meaning, everything. Sure! Makes sense. But, think about this question. ``Who are YOU to GOD....`` Let me tell you something that I know: The answer is the same. YOU are everything to God. Every single one of my investigators means EVERYTHING to God. That means, He would and will do anything it takes to help us. So then maybe they will say, well, sure, He will help me. But I can't do it- I need time. What do you mean, exactly? Time? In all reality the best day to change is today because we never had any guarantee of tomorrow. In 6 days Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ created the whole world- ALL life. Undoubtedly in 6 days they can change YOUR life. Or in one day. Today. This moment. This instant.”

If I could leave you with just a single idea today it would be this: God loves you. He knows you. He hears you prayers. He truly wants you to be happy. He knows how to make you ultimately happy. If we will simply listen and allow him to shape and mold our lives, reaching our own personal restoration by aligning our own will with God’s, I know that then-- that is when we truly will be the happiest. 

I know this church is true. I know that God loves us. He loves us enough to send his Son to atone for each of one of us. I know that his ultimate goal is for us each to return to him. I am so grateful for that knowledge I have and for the opportunity I have to share that knowledge with the people of Santa Maria, Brazil. I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ Amen.